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Another week past. Today is a really tiring day. Christ, I’m pretty sure that it is the worst weekend I have ever met.
Let me say something about yesterday. Yesterday was great! I met my girl friend for the first time. I mean… My new girl friend. How did I know her without meeting her? That was a creepy story and I don’t wanna talk about this right now. She’s a cute girl, but a little heavy. We chat every night and I know she is kind. Now I’m making a plan for her to lose weight. I love her, she loves me too. Wonderful isn’t it.
Hope things would be better…
It’s very late now… Gotta sleep, that’s all, good night.

Here is today’s diary.
I had got started to finish my homework today. Suddenly, I found there were so many homework, Maths, Physics, Reading and so on. Damn, I don’t think I have any time to enjoy the holiday at all!
It’s not funny! It should be a holiday! But clearly,it’s not! It had become a big homework time! It is holiday, why the hell we have to finish homework?
I felt so disappointed…
Spring festival is coming by the way… I don’t even feel happy, WTH?

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Half of the holiday is gone, what have I done? Let’s see!
I am working on my own flash game Losers’ World : Mercenary. It is so interesting to develop a game of your own! I will upload some photos of my game.
Spring festival is coming, so, I need to finish my homework as soon as possible.

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I haven’t write a diary for a long time. But today, I have to write something because I’m pissed.

What the f**k is this? This is my god damn life? I want to learn about programming god damn it! I’ve bought so many books about programming but I don’t even have a chance to open them. I spent my money on nothing. It’s a f**king waste of money isn’t it?

What about my dream? Who cares? Nobody will give a f**k about it. Everyone has fallen into a god damn competition witch has no end. I get up every day go to school, what’s for? We study because we need to take other’s opportunity away and make it own.

In this competition, we forget about dream, we forget about love, we forget about everything but winning.

I am a loser. I’m saying it proudly, because at least I have a dream and I still love others.

F**k this battle, I don’t wanna win, I ‘m outie.

   Long time since last time I wrote a diary, because these days were so busy to write one. Since today I don’t have much home work, I decided to write one.

   Yesterday were so busy that I kept doing homework till 9 p.m. and then I finally can have a rest. I read “Homer Epic – Iliad” and “A song of Ice And Fire” on the bed. As you can see, I was too busy to read a book before I went to bed, what a busy day it was!

    Now, everything is all right, but I had an unlucky day. I failed in dictation again! I was so unhappy with it and I had a Chinese test and I don’t think I did it well.

    It was terrible! I don’t know what to do about it right now! Read more books? I’ve never been good at Chinese before, what’s terrible is that I don’t think I will. I don’t know how to study at all, I think. I will kill myself if I keep doing nothing.

    I’m worry about myself now. Life in high school is so terrible! But I’m sure I have met something even worse before. I can handle this, I believe in myself!

    Today is a tiring day, I don’t know why. I felt I have so many things to do, but there aren’t any.

    Result of mid-term exam is not good, it was so bad! I need to make some changes, not only for myself it’s also because of somebody got 70 more points than me! I can take it!

    Action speaks louder than words, everybody knows that, I’m gonna do something! Though night chatting is so fun, but I canceled it, I read books instead.

    Hope there will be some changes one day.

    I can see how much you had improved! But you can say you are the best so far! You still have a long way to go!

    You think you are better than anybody there? No, you are NOT! There were so many people are much better than you much more skillful than you! Maybe you had a good shooting skill, or maybe it’s just luck, who knows? Can you keep it for a long time? I don’t think so!

    High shooting percentage takes time, but you shouldn’t satisfied with the beginners’ luck!